Singleton
Some of u may hav already known about this.some hav not.some
may not even bother.lts been 1 month now since me & najua went our seperate ways.we’re still friends though.
what could hav made me decide to call it off after 5 yrs?im
no handsome bloke…so i dont hav girls ‘keliling pinggang’.i aint gay
either…i made it bcoz i didnt want her to suffer.we’ve been maintaining a
long distance relationship these few yrs.she came all the way to kuantan to see
me but i didnt even go for her convocation.its not the only time ive
dissapointed her.i made tons of promises that i didnt keep.this is just 1 of
the reason.
last yr my mum had pulmonary embolism.she had a brush with
death.during her stay in hospital,she told me how she wish for me to become a dr. & end up with 1.she also
forbid me to have a relationship until im well off in my studies. i havent been
a really good son lately. i think the least i could do is fulfill her wishes.
some people will think this is bullshit or im a wuss.the
fact is i made my choice…syurga d bawah tapak kaki ibu.
November 9th, 2006 at 1:02 am
it’s true..takde ujan..takde ribut…but kitorg t’pkser break-up gak..n kitorg still ctact mcm biasa, just xder “in a relationship”. it hurts, mmg lamer..5thn,kitorg tak penah gaduh..tapi aku tak nak sbb aku, mok jadi ‘ank drhaka’. mok … he’s really good n aku sgt bertuah sbb penah jadik his girl..
truthly, aku yg salah..aku tak dpt nak fulfill her mum’s dreams..(to be a doc)..n aku sedar, aku tak layak untuk mok..education,life,idup mok terlampau tinggi dari aku yg biasa ni…
but, kitorg still b’doa, n Allah Maha berkuasa kn..kalo jodoh, pegi mane2 pun, mcmane pun…tetap jumper balik..
guys.. pls, jgn emo or gelak2 kan mok k!! n pls do not “think this is bullshit or mok is a wuss”…
to mok: thanks..n remember..jgn cple or cintan2 slagi awak tu tgh blaja k!
November 9th, 2006 at 1:05 am
it’s true..takde ujan..takde ribut…but kitorg t’pkser break-up gak..n kitorg still ctact mcm biasa, just xder “in a relationship”. it hurts, mmg lamer..5thn,kitorg tak penah gaduh..tapi aku tak nak sbb aku, mok jadi ‘ank drhaka’. mok … he’s really good n aku sgt bertuah sbb penah jadik his girl..
truthly, aku yg salah..aku tak dpt nak fulfill his mum’s dreams..(to be a doc)..n aku sedar, aku tak layak untuk mok..education,life,idup mok terlampau tinggi dari aku yg biasa ni…
but, kitorg still b’doa, n Allah Maha berkuasa kn..kalo jodoh, pegi mane2 pun, mcmane pun…tetap jumper balik..
guys.. pls, jgn emo or gelak2 kan mok k!! n pls do not “think this is bullshit or mok is a wuss”…
to mok: thanks..n remember..jgn cple or cintan2 slagi awak tu tgh blaja k!
December 25th, 2006 at 7:39 pm
go mok!!!
January 7th, 2007 at 8:40 am
Mok, teruskan perjuangan.U know, many people support u from behind.Achieve your goals and missions..Let’s time decide everything…
January 30th, 2007 at 12:34 am
salamz…
mok n najua, sorriii…sgt if selama sebelum tahun baru nih aku dok ngomel papelah in between u both.aku xtau…huhu.najua, sah hang kate aku munggil(blurr ek?).
hopefully all of us ceria menempuh alam dewasa, yeah!
July 10th, 2007 at 1:00 am
kepada korang berdua, banyak2 la doa ek..maybe ni temporary jer..nanti kalo ade jodoh, korang tetap bersame jugak..so, mok gudluck n jgn stress sgt k..all the best..