Singleton
Thursday, November 2nd, 2006 Some of u may hav already known about this.some hav not.some
may not even bother.lts been 1 month now since me & najua went our seperate ways.we’re still friends though.
what could hav made me decide to call it off after 5 yrs?im
no handsome bloke…so i dont hav girls ‘keliling pinggang’.i aint gay
either…i made it bcoz i didnt want her to suffer.we’ve been maintaining a
long distance relationship these few yrs.she came all the way to kuantan to see
me but i didnt even go for her convocation.its not the only time ive
dissapointed her.i made tons of promises that i didnt keep.this is just 1 of
the reason.
last yr my mum had pulmonary embolism.she had a brush with
death.during her stay in hospital,she told me how she wish for me to become a dr. & end up with 1.she also
forbid me to have a relationship until im well off in my studies. i havent been
a really good son lately. i think the least i could do is fulfill her wishes.
some people will think this is bullshit or im a wuss.the
fact is i made my choice…syurga d bawah tapak kaki ibu.
